Rolling on a river.

Went kayaking for the first time today with Amanda, Brian, Michele, and Dad. It was great, but now I'm slightly burnt(The fact that I'm already pretty tan makes me slightly burn resistant. :) and my arms feel like noodles(It was a major work out), I got really wet, and at one point me and Brian went down some rapids without the kayaks. It was a great deal of fun and very tiring. Needless to say I would love to do it again some time. The only thing wrong is that it's expensive :(. It cost thirty dollars to rent a single(which are alot of fun ^_^) or forty-four dollars to rent a double(not as much fun but at least you can split the costs of the money with someone else AND have someone to talk to the entire time.) another problem with the doubles are that you would have to have someone strong in back because there is too much work for someone as tiny as me. That is why I have decided that next time I go I want to go with our entire youth group and simply share a kayak with someone else. =D I think it would be fun anyways..

Trying but not hard enough???

He's sixteen can play the drums and guitar, he's a great athlete, he has a job, he has already graduated high school, and his only problem when it comes to buying a car is that he has yet to find one. He makes it(life) seem so easy too! I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. I fell behind in school, I'm turning sixteen this year, I can never remember what grade I'm in, I don't have alot of money, I'm probably no where near graduating, I'm not that good at sports despite how active I am, I taught myself to play piano but it doesn't matter because I suck, the only thing I can do is sing and not very well because it only takes one note that's too high for my throat to cut off and everyone to think I sing awful. I wake up at 4:30 every morning and go to prayer service and come home at six, sometimes I nap and other times I go straight to work. I work around 10 hours everyday sitting in a car that doesn't have air conditioning or in the hot sun. I'm so tired that I keep forgetting where I'm going with this. Oh yeah, I really don't know WHAT I'm doing wrong, wanna help me out?