Scaring the Sam

After alot of planning and remembering to grab the suit, we finally pulled it off :D

My "contemplating" face :D

I am a lady of many faces(not in any way to be confused with being "two-faced"). I suppose a safer way of putting it is to say that I am a lady of many expressions...?

Tristan's laughter brought me back to earth from the distant planet in my mind in which all my thoughts are processed. "What is it?" I asked him out of curiosity. "You made a face I hadn't seen before, it was so cute!" He said sweetly(as always). "I did?" I asked once more. Apparently I make a lot of different faces without knowing it until he points them out. "Yeah, your nose was all scrunched and your eyebrows were furrowed but only slightly and your mouth was pushed to the side like you were puckering."(he is very good at describing the faces to me.) "Like this?" I made the face once more causing him to laugh again. "Yeah, that's it." "Oh.... must be my contemplation face." I stated with a sigh. "What were you contemplating." "Nothing important...... Say, do you think Toby would care if I took a sip of his drink?" He simply laughed again..

We talk of love...

...when we can't make peace with the person next door.

...when we turn on our friends without a second thought.

...when we can't find anything in ourselves but hate.

...when our hearts are so full of anger that we can't escape.

...when our souls are cold and our heads are hot.

...In times like these, we talk of love.

The Formal

May 21st of 2011 we will once again be having a spring formal at MDT. Alot of people are rather excited about it. I'm not necessarily psyched but I am definitely going. Unfortunately a lot of the kids seem to feel that it's necessary to have a date for the formal. I don't know why they make such a big deal out of it. This will be the third year in a row that we've done this but for some odd reason this year everyone seems to think that it would be very important to have someone to bring with them. I do think that its adorable that all the little boys are wanting a girl to go with I just think it's horrible that there is only one girl around their age. I feel very sorry for that one girl. My friend Samie has already had three different(very young) little boys ask her to go to the formal with her and I've already disappointed two myself. "Why can't you just go by yourself?" I asked him. "Because everyone else has someone to go with." He replied. "Don't you get tired of being like everyone else? I don't have to have someone to go with." I stated quite simply. "So you're not going with anyone?" he asked. "No, not that I know of anyways, and if I decide to go with anyone it won't be because everyone else has a date." I said. I don't know why everyone feels the need to have someone to go with but I wish I could tell everyone that going by yourself is perfectly acceptable and it's stupid to feel weird because you don't have someone to go with. I had fun at both of the formals before this one without having a date and I intend to enjoy this one also date or dateless. :) Enjoy the formal everyone. :D

The Hardest Decision in my life RIGHT NOW

Green Chai Tea or English Tea Time tea. I love this relaxed life of mine, it makes me happy. For a long time I have lived my life the "smart" way, I thought about everything I did and said and the way I said or did it or if I should even do or say it at all, and it got old.... Recently, however, I stopped being so cautious, I don't live my life recklessly or anything like that, but I don't take unnecessary thought to every detail of my life like I once did and I have never felt so relaxed/happy in my life! It might not be the "smart" way to live my life, but I am truly, very happy living my life in this manner. I'm happy to not care and put pressure on myself that is unnecessary, I'm happy to not care about whether this is or isn't the smart thing to do, so if you would like to keep your critisizing to yourself on this one, I would be very, VERY, happy :) Love you guys!

-Sharri

Daffodil Vs. Iris

Take the Chivalry Iris for example, it is in many ways far more beautiful and extravagant than the daffodil. It's color deep and vibrant, it's shape unique and elegant, why in comparison to the common yellow daffodil, it is easily a far lovelier flower. It might make more sense for someone to favor the Chivalry Iris over the Daffodil. It's prettier, bright, much more spectacular than the boring daffodil. But maybe I don't have to make sense.. maybe the daffodil just fits better. :)


This is a very random draft from a long while ago, I assume I simply meant that sometimes what we like doesn't have to make sense to everyone else as long as it makes sense to us :)

Embarrassing stories of Nathaniel Libbeys life by Sharron Brown

PSYCH!

I have however been very tempted to make a blog out of some of your embarrassing stories but since I promised not to tell anyone I won't. But I suggest not mentioning too many more of them to me or it might slip my mind ;) lol!